things and fully surrender

Dear Guys,

  Good to write here. Maybe it's an opportunity to summarize my minds... things are hard nowadays. I will explain everything.

   I've already chosen Jesus Christ and to follow Him. But it doesn't mean I never have difficulties to stay on His way. His way is narrow. I've got some big "things" (difficulties-situations) which I can't arrange by myself. Or I could arrange on my human mind but it won't be okay because maybe I'd choose bad way.

   1. thing: there's something in my life what I feel I can put into God's hands hard. I've already put it, but... I feel I'm still dealing with it, so I feel I have to put again. Because of some reasons this thing is especially important for me. I can say that... maybe too important. And one other thing: I think this thing isn't God's will. 

   2. thing: another difficulty. I have a friend, one of my friends who are very close to me. I have something what I feel I have to say to her - something what is maybe a big mistake. 

   There're other things too but I write just these.

So. If I want to follow my Lord from my whole heart, there couldn't be things what I can't put into His hands. It's VERY hard! 

"I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me." Galatians 2:20

Maybe nowadays it is the hardest thing I've read, the hardest things what God have asked me for. "It is no longer I who live". 

Maybe with human way of thinking we can't understand it. It's higher than our minds.  

Surrender. Surrender, fully. It's a very very hard thing. 

People can do it just if they have already accepted God's love, the salvation. Because people who have eternal life, and know God; also know that He's the Love and His want is perfect. 

I feel that maybe this thing isn't a hard commandment - maybe if loved God more, I  would do it easily.

   What a sad thing: I have to confess, that... my love isn't as much as I thought. I would like to have as much love that I could trust God from my WHOLE heart. 

   The thing what I keep very important, means a lot for me. But I couldn't allow it to be more important than God. I have to put it into God's hands. 

BUT I FEEL LIKE I WOULD PARTLY DIE! Because I have to give up (of course give into His hands)  MYSELF.

    Myself is too big. And maybe I don't let Christ be as big as myself. I've already put EVERYTHING into His hands and now I'm here - I have to do it again. Of course my life is in His hands and it won't change. But I have to put these things into His hands.

    I have to know that I have to be capable of living without this things I keep so important. Because God's our only real needy. 

    I know " being confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ;" (Philippians 1:6)

Other things makes this decision even harder.

I would like to speak with someone about it. But someone who understand me and listen to me and doesn't stop me just listen to me.

    Jesus, without You I'm noone and I'm lost - But with You everything is okay. Because You are the Love, You are the eternal life. You are everything. Please forgive me I couldn't decide yet. Please help me to decide. The thing I've written about is very important for me. But... if I think I couldn't live without it, it's a really bad mind. Because You're Everthing. I love You. I'm sorry my love is small. I want to love You from my whole heart. <3

Thank You for make me realise that how small I am.

   Guys, thank you for read it. It was long.

 

"Yours only"

Dear Guys,

   Here's a song which has got the title "Yours only" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K4KwUAb0aqI

   Yours only. Who is the "You?" Jesus Christ. I know that it's the only way for myself to be happy: follow Jesus everytime, in everything; trust Him in my difficulties, too, even put every difficulties into His hands and worship Him with everything I do. That's my "big plan". - I thought about someone in the church today has said that "have big things to ask from God" - so have big dreams!

    Now, I don't think yet that I have punctual plans. I mean, I like when I have plans, aims which for I can struggle, but in these days I haven't thought about them because I felt that "today" is enough for me, it's enough to struggle with the today's difficulties. 

     It's now clear for me that the basic of every plan is living for Christ, in Christ... I've written about it in the paragraph starting with "Yours only". So now I just want to belong to Jesus with all my heart, forever. I don't want to keep things for myself. I would like to be really who in my dreams: someone who follows Jesus with whole heart. 

     That's my big plan. And not just mine, the more important: that's God's plan, I think, because He would like to be in love relationship with us. 

With lots of Love,

Tündi

p.s.: I was so glad that some people, as I think, because of this blog, searched for me on Facebook and now we're friends on it.  :)

It's okay

Hey Guuys :DD
    I just wanna tell something: maybe some people don't accept us - it happens. But God does. And other people, who love us, also accept us. So, it's okay. We don't have to gain everyone's like.
     Just be yourself - and of course, don't forget to turn to people who don't accept you with love -> if you accepted Christ, it's the right attitude. =)


Love,
Tündi

p.s.: it's interesting I could check the blog's visitors' country.:D I can also check you use Google Chrome, or Explorer or Mozilla; and that you use Windows or Linux... don't worry, I don't use these pieces of informations for bad aims, I just look them, because it's so interesting know these simple infos about the Visitors - it's a surprise that someone uses a Linux (surprise because I met Linux just some times in my life).

 

A Verse

"He only is my rock and my salvation;
He is my defense;
I shall not be moved." Psalms 62:6 (NKJV)


   Hey Guys!


The weather is very good here, sunny, good for a walk :) Thank God :-)
I think it's very good to walk and pray during it.


Through the troubles, God is with us. I realised that we worry a lot instead of trust God and put things into His hands. But it would be the solution.


With Love, 
  Tündi

He cares

 Dear Guys! :)
    Jesus can solve EVERY problems. He has got solutions for EVERY situations.
I experienced it! I'm so grateful to Him!!!!

"casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7

     Lots of Love,

Tündi

Important for God

Hey Guys,

   Sometimes we feel that noone cares with us. I know what does it mean. But it's important to make us remember to the thing: for Jesus, we ARE important. 

   He gave His life for us... "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (NKJV)

www.biblegateway.com -> for more Bible verses. I copy English Bible verse maybe always from here. :) I recommend.

    Speak to Him about your feelings, your situation... He keeps You important and He's interested in your life. He knows everything about You, but He likes listen to Your words.

   Some practical advice: go to the nature, to a silent place... it feels good to speak with God in the nature, in the silence... Read the Bible, or a christian book... watch a christian film (on the www.filmnet7.com there are christian movies, mostly subtitled in Hungarian so the voice is English) ... meet christian people, such as in the church, or youth' Bible class... or Bible class... or join to a christian group on the net (forums, InChristNetwork.com etc.) Do something for others: visit someone who is lonely, or make a gift for someone, which you can express with that he/she's important for you...

      God never gives up on you. So don't you ever give up on Him! /Marie T. Freeman/

With much love,

Tündi

:)

Hey Guys,

  Two verses:

"I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go;
   I will counsel you with my loving eye on you." Psalms 32:8

"Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.  Do not be carried about^[a] with various and strange doctrines" Hebrews 13:8-9

     Trust in Jesus Christ. He always says truth. Seach Him through the Bible, search His message... just pray for Him, ask Him to explain the message with His Holy Spirit. And He'll do it. :)

      Now, I've almost finished with a big exercise, but not yet. We'll have a History exam in May; from 29 topics. I've already finished with one topic and I'm working on the second (the almost finished). It's good I don't have to worry about the exam. Of course, I'd like to make a "time plan" so when I make and which topic, but I don't have to worry. :) And You don't have to worry about the things, too. :))

I share a beautiful song with You. Music by Sambo Chan, played by Sambo Chan:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Niu09LXpxzY

Love,
Tündi

  

 

sunshine & sport

Hey Guys,

  Sunshine & opportunity to do sports mean for me gift from God, I realised :D

I really like them. I started parkour some weeks ago. I'm beginner :) I enjoy it.

  I think if we were glad to every gifts from God, we would be happier.

I feel that's all what I would write now.

Love,

Tündi

God's gift

Hey Guys!

   God gave me a gift this evening. It was so good. I met a kind person and it was a real gift for me.

     I'm so glad You visit this blog from different countries. If you've got blogs, just write in a comment :))

     I'm feeling good, due to God. He cheered me up, however, I didn't feel my situation hopeful. BUT He helped me wonderfully! He makes miracles!

     In any situation He can help us. Never give up! - Because He can help. He's capable of helping in EVERY situation.

With Lots of Love,

Tündi from Hungary=)

     

Dear Guys,

  "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" Jeremiah 29:11

   I heard this verse and I know everything will be okay.  

"Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and he will establish your plans." Proverbs 16:3

  I recommend for You this site: www.bethanyhamilton.com 

With Love,

Tündi

                                                                                                                            

 

 

Hey Guys...

  I experienced in these days that if I have faith, God does miracles. I just have to put things, my desires, my wishes into His hands and He makes miracles! He's wise so He knows what is good for us. Maybe sometimes it's hard to believe it but it is true.

 He can do bigger things than we can imagine. :)) 

 Other thing: be open-hearted with Him. It's not a problem if we say to Him that we're angry! David, in the Psalms, has already done it - said things very sincerely to God.

The Faith of the Centurion

 ⁵ When Jesus had entered Capernaum, a centurion came to him, asking for help. ⁶ “Lord,” he said, “my servant lies at home paralyzed, suffering terribly.”

 ⁷ Jesus said to him, “Shall I come and heal him?”

 ⁸ The centurion replied, “Lord, I do not deserve to have you come under my roof. But just say the word, and my servant will be healed. ⁹ For I myself am a man under authority, with soldiers under me. I tell this one, ‘Go,’ and he goes; and that one, ‘Come,’ and he comes. I say to my servant, ‘Do this,’ and he does it.”

 ¹⁰ When Jesus heard this, he was amazed and said to those following him, “Truly I tell you, I have not found anyone in Israel with such great faith. ¹¹ I say to you that many will come from the east and the west, and will take their places at the feast with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob in the kingdom of heaven. ¹² But the subjects of the kingdom will be thrown outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”

 ¹³ Then Jesus said to the centurion, “Go! Let it be done just as you believed it would.” And his servant was healed at that moment" (Matthew 8:5-13)

Pray topic: conversions of people =D

 Love,

Tündi

Nothing can separate

Hey Guys!

 "I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of my hand." John 10:28

 "For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,^[a] neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, ³⁹ neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord" Romans 8:38-39

Nothing can separate. If U believe in Christ, You belong to Him.

There can be storms, there can be difficulties; it doesn't change the fact that nothing can separate us from Christ. :)

Love,

Tündi

God's Loveletter

 Hey Guys!
    You know, sometimes people mention the Bible as God's loveletter. These verses are from the Bible, so read His loveletter:) <3 ->

My Child,

You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…
Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad
Almighty God

To watch or listen to it, visit to http://www.fathersloveletter.com/ 

Remember, You are never alone! You can always turn to Jesus Christ!! 

If you feel you'd like to speak with someone, you can write to me to zagoni.tunde@gmail.com or on Facebook (my full name is Zágoni Szabó Tünde - or just write Zagoni Szabo Tunde).

With lots of Love,

Tündi

 

Miracles

Hey Guys!

 Welcome visitors from Hungary and the Russian Foderation :) The blogspot showed these places where the visitors watched the blog from. :) 

 I've experienced miracles these days. For example, the youth group planned a visit to the Contrast Exhibition (I've already visited it with my class but I wanted to with my youth group, too) but I had a programme for today, it was a duty. I was sad 'cause I thought I couldn't take part in the youthgroup-commonprogramme:) ... I prayed for it, trusted this thing to God and said I would be glad if He did something... after some minutes I visited Facebook and I saw that the visiting of the exhibition will be in an other time :)) MIRACLE! =) 

  And other miracles for instance I had not found something and prayed for it a little and after it I found... or today, I grew up very later than I had to... and I thought I would miss from the first lesson, at lest some minutes. There was an other bus (I missed the bus which I should have gone with) but I was in late to reach it.... I talked with my Mother on the phone and she said my father brought me to the bus-stop (with car). After I had been sitting in the car for a minute, realised that my father have a way to a city what is very close to my school! So: however, I had missed the bus which I should have to go the school with, but I didn't miss the lesson! It was a BIG miracle! 

  Guys, the biggest miracle is the salvation. I've got lots of sins but they're forgiven through Christ. And however I'm a sinner girl, Christ is sinless and through Him I will be in the Heaven! And He loves me so much!! 

  I wish you to think about this thing every day to realise that how joyful we can be. I'm grateful to God for the salvation. And through this thing He makes me happy. 

  The problem isn't if we've got difficulties. The problem is if we couldn't look at God in this difficulties. I read a quotation like this in these days. We can ask His help if we can't look at Him. He can help. :)) So it's not an unsolveable problem.

   Glory for God to this blog. I'm happy I can share His things with You. If you've got blog, please write in the comment. 

    If there is anything what you would like to speak about to someone (such as problems, questions, anything else), you can write to me. My e-mail address is zagoni.tunde@gmail.com, or find me on Facebook: my full name is Zágoni Szabó Tünde. :D 

"Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God." Colossians 3:1

     With Love,

Tündi 

   

Simple pain

Hey Dear Guys...
   I gave the title Simple pain because I feel it. Simply - pain. In the recenty months, exactly, from September, I've been waiting. Waiting for God's help. And of course it's there. I'll write about this help but now I'd like to write about this simple pain. So, I've been waiting. In the first part of this waiting I was rebellous, I think. I mean, as far as I remember, I was angry because of my difficulties, I felt they really hurt me, I spoke about this hurt to a lot of people (of course not with everyone who I meet). And then, I became tired. Exhausted. - because I can't carry my difficulties. I know some people think I don't have too much difficulties. But it's not true. I mean, everyone think that his/her difficulties are huge, I think. And I keep it too. I feel my difficulties very hard. I don't feel the other people' difficulties very hard, because I don't have to cope with them every day. But of course I think these problems are the hardest for them. So everyone has got problems. 
     So, the problems. I feel in my chest obtuse press. The problems. Some months ago, I could cry. Now, it's hard. Sometimes I feel I can't cry. I can't cope with my difficulties. I confess/admit (I don't know what's the correct word for it) it. But it's not bad - God can.
     Simple pain. After the months I feel I'm fed up with fighting against my difficulties and carrying them. I simply feel that these problems cause press on me. Even physically.
     I rarely feel that people don't understand me. I felt myself sometimes mute - mute because I felt I couldn't speak about the problems.
     I know that after a while I would be satisfied because God will help me. But I would like to be honest, so I say it's hard now. I would like to shoot my feelings. They're deeply in my heart. Maybe I hid them. I don't want to hid them before Him. Recently, I've spoken to Him about the difficulties a lot, open-heartedly. It was good. 
     Dreams. Desires. Pains. Everything what I have, I want them to be God's ownerships. Why? I can't cope with them. Secondly, I know that God wants the best for me. I realised it. I feel it. I know it. I experienced it... So I know that my life is in the best place in God's hands. It's hard to put the DREAMS, the DESIRES into God's hands... but if I don't do it, after a while they would be pressures in my life, not pleasures....

I encourage You to do the same. Put everything into God's hands. I know I've already written about it a lot. I do it because recently I've been dealing with it a lot of times. 
It's an advice. 

Love You Guys,
Tündi

Sincerely :)

Hey Guys!

  I'm curious of You, I'd be glad if you wrote comments, or it would be great, too, if we could be penpals. :) My e-mail address is zagoni.tunde@gmail.com 

  About things lately; it was sometimes good, sometimes hard. But Jesus helped me to cope with difficulties... in every meaning of it. 

  I thought about prayer; that we just have to be sincere, and speak open-heartedly to God, with our own words - whether they're varied or really simple. I often prefer to simple words and expressions when I pray to God, it's a good feeling for me because I can be really sincere and I know God understands my words.

 Prayers. I really would like some things, for instance the conversion of a person. And not just one person, but more; I said firstly one because there is someone who about I pray really open-heartedly. Jesus said that if we pray in His name, God gives it to us:

"And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son." (John 14:13)"

 I would like to be persistent in prayer. I have an idea. I write here prayer-topics and I ask you to pray for it; and if you want, write prayer-topics in the comments! :)

My topic now is the conversion of people to Jesus Christ, for example my friends, but it's true for everyone, too. Let's pray together for it! 

" The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective." (James 5:16)

" When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures." (James 4:3)

  

  I would like to understand the last verse better, I think I'd ask a Christian person about it. 

Lots of love,

Tündi 
 

Forever

Dear Guys,
  After hard things I was very sad and cried when He reminded me I am never alone and His love is eternal. I prayed that I love Jesus more than anything. And I was grateful for the hard things because I could feel that when I feel noone is with me, He is! 
   I was very happy when I saw that people visited this blog from the Russian Federation! :) And some weeks ago, from the USA and Ukraine and Germany... It's so interesting!


  Love,
Tündi