Hey Guys...
That's a good day! And tomorrow, I think, will be better! :) Firstly, I've to go to school JUST for 10 AM, and it reaaally good! And our class will take part in the Contrast exhibition. This exhibition is organised by the Youth Group of Kisvárda and is about addictions, abortion, and violence in family... okay I know these words don't make us smile but it's not a problem. - addictions... it'll be a topic of the exibition. Well, I don't think we say addictions just when we think about drugs, alcohol etc. There are others too like addiction of computer. I said this example because I was addicted. And these days I found a game what I used to played a lot. I played with it again, and not just once: four times, and that means long hours... I realised that I have to say not.
I don't think computer games are bad. When I played with the game again, I felt "it was a goood relax!!!" But I recognized that I thought during the day when I was in the school "I want to play!"
Today, one of my relatives asked it from me. It was hard! Really! Perhaps, you think I'm selfish. And you're right. As far as my basic personality is concerned, I am. But! Christ is in me and gave me new properties: like freedom from selfishness. - So, I gave my game to my relative. Well, he'll give it to me soon - tomorrow. But, at the moment when I realised "If I give it to him, I can't play!" this one day seemed very long time. How stupidly I thought!
I think through this little story I realised what's the correct decision with a thing what from I was addicted - in my case the game. If I've got enough time, and DON'T have to do other serious things, I can play with it... but not too much.
This little story became too long :D Maybe you felt it childish, but I think I'm not alone with this or similar stories.
BUT I wanted to write about a more important thing!
God's promises. Nowadays, I had / have got lots of doubts and it's not okay! I caught promises from God, through I read the Bible and I know these are true!! But sometimes I feel I've got too much disappointments... well! I, and not just I, we have to put away our older disappointments in people, or in our aims, and believe in God's promises!
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. Matthew 7,7 (NIV)
thank you for read it :)
Love,
Tü